Haven't posted in awhile. Today I thought of myself as a procrastinator and a lazy son of a bitch who can't do anything. Negativity's inside my head won't help unless I think positively. I fear about my portfolio and my college application. I wonder what my future is in life. I wonder where I am going to be. Is it a safe road? A tough road? Or maybe no roads at all? I wish my anxiety and depression would loosen down. I just can't get it off me. Like my social worker told me, "Its like a monster inside you that wouldn't stop bothering you." For a minute I thought to myself, "She was right."
Gah...I really should have posted more stuff about me. I wish my friends whom I'm close with had a blogspot. I like sharing about my feelings and would like to know people's reactions about it. I love comments. If only my best friend had one. Actually I can make her make one, but than she would not go on it as often. Hmm...
I miss my dad so much, but I am so happy that he is coming back next week! Ah...Prom dress...Must go to one of those bridal stores or something. There really pretty. O_O
Awesome song: ^_^
